the clairevoyant revealed just yesterday, beneath shuffles of tarot cards, that if i stayed, i wouldn't go anywhere. i wouldn't move...not while i am here. she took hold of my right hand and said that i should take away my fears..whatever they are, and just move. no matter how brave i try to project, she said that an inkling of fear still resides.

funny, i told that to someone a couple of weeks ago.

i never believed in those things till i actually sat down and think about it. for a year, i had tried to move at my own pace, thinking that i would be able to prove to myself that i could stand on my own, without having to depend so much on the people around me.

only to find out that it is much much harder than i thought.

today, i received something that shook my world. as i stated in an entry a few days before, something is bound to happen that will force me to take a step forward and make my decision. it is either do or die. no room for fear now.

i chose to 'do'.


CheerleadEROtica



happy birthday dude!

kung mayroon lang talaga akong madaming pera puwede ko makuha ng ganitong kagandang birthday pressie for you! ribbons and all...hehehe

this is actually a snippet of a poster art that i am doing for a company...but i feel that Owel deserves this more. Haha.