November 25, 2006
Big Sky Mind Quezon City

*picture courtesy of mastah pong (http://ppagong.multiply.com)

salamat sa musika
sa chats on light/heavy subjects.
sa colors that reflects the present mood.
sa cheerleadEROtica
sa saguijo!
sa ang bandang shirley
sa free beer (cheers!!!!!)
sa supporta sa art ko! (inspired na ko mag-exhibit 'pre!)

owelwell....happy happy birthday!

the clairevoyant revealed just yesterday, beneath shuffles of tarot cards, that if i stayed, i wouldn't go anywhere. i wouldn't move...not while i am here. she took hold of my right hand and said that i should take away my fears..whatever they are, and just move. no matter how brave i try to project, she said that an inkling of fear still resides.

funny, i told that to someone a couple of weeks ago.

i never believed in those things till i actually sat down and think about it. for a year, i had tried to move at my own pace, thinking that i would be able to prove to myself that i could stand on my own, without having to depend so much on the people around me.

only to find out that it is much much harder than i thought.

today, i received something that shook my world. as i stated in an entry a few days before, something is bound to happen that will force me to take a step forward and make my decision. it is either do or die. no room for fear now.

i chose to 'do'.


CheerleadEROtica



happy birthday dude!

kung mayroon lang talaga akong madaming pera puwede ko makuha ng ganitong kagandang birthday pressie for you! ribbons and all...hehehe

this is actually a snippet of a poster art that i am doing for a company...but i feel that Owel deserves this more. Haha.

happy birthday, energy drink.

you have no idea how back in college, you made me laugh, cry and jig all at the same time.
you blended in to our kada like water is to powdered chocolate.
true to your name, you are our energy drink.
back then, you were ''holier'' than me. but thanks to our dearest friends, you are now ''wiser''.

haha.

girl, for an energy drink, you procastinate a lot, that you have to admit. i had to drag your ass to school from the dorm, because you couldn't wake up without a holler from me or from the rest of the kada with enough willpower to shake you. you get awfully distracted by a lot of things, but the funny part is, i get distracted with those things you're into...they're that interesting..and you're that interesting. (you have yet to lend me those damn 'The L Word' DVDs.)

but when you get your mind on a task, you deliver with such stellar results.

2 years ago, we spent the night at Makati Shangrila just to shoot the bathtub scene for your thesis, and yet it ended up as a sleepover, ate chips, watched bad movies, jumped on the bed, smoked, drank and talked about everything..forgetting the whole thesis bull even for just a couple of hours. i was going through a rough patch with the elbert at that time, and you helped me get through it...

that was the best fun i had at that time.

we were seatmates, groupmates, carpool mates, line buddies, roommates and bathroom partner.

may you have all the greatness and luck in the world.

energy drink, happy birthday.

kanpai!