so.
i recently went to a briefing on what i would be doing as a temporary artist/employee for an animated indie film, that needs people for pre and post production work...and it has to be done in a span of 3 months. so i decided to jump at the chance to be a part of something that i've always wanted to do since i was exposed to animation (old school cell painting style at Philippine Animation Studio to Maya-too-difficult but dream on anyway.), back back then when i was a wee 13 year old.
granted, i know to others,it may seem like i would be wasting valuable vacation time before i pack up my bags again for The Other Side of The World in a couple of months, but i just had this incredible urge to DO SOMETHING. what use is my presence here, if i would sit on my ass just doing nothing and drink coconut juice the whole day? uhh, that would be too much. i would simply go crazy.
it is inevitable that no matter how much sabbatical soul searching i keep telling myself to do, the world of materialistic wonders and wanderlust often beckons, and i just had to succumb in the end. it is simply, simply too good to resist. and being surrounded by amazing, creative-driven individuals, also heightened my drive to expand as much as i could cram in my little head.
ay, it is too good to pass up.
- where i am now:greenhills
- current mental state:
calm - song of the stars:Up Dharma Down - Layag

sana ganito ako kaganda...as in. haha
pen-straight-to-paper quick sketch..continuation of the paul yap vector (total opposite...girl subject, cool hues monochrome).
an excerpt from "Split" by Suneohair
Mitsume tsuzukeru kimi no hitomi ni
Utsuru keshiki ga kawatta
Boku no shiranai atarashii HIKARI
When I continue to gaze at you
The seasons changed in your eyes
My new light which I’ve not known before
Sorezore ni michi wo yuku
Ima, wakaremichi
Mou nidoto furikaeranai
Kimochi ga hashiri sugiru
We will walk our separate paths
Now, at that crossroad
I can never look back again
My feelings are too overwhelming
Kiesou na yoru ni dakiatte
Hiekitta karada de motsuretatte
Nanika tarinai tte kanjiteru
Ittai itsu kara uso mo tameiki mo
Kakaekondanda sasaekirenai hodo
You embrace me in the night that is about to disappear
Entangling me with your body which has grown cold
I feel that something is lacking
Just how long have I been holding on to
Lies and sighs to the point of falling apart
- where i am now:greenhills
- current mental state:
mellow - song of the stars:Suneohair - Split
